I got a job

hai

I am going to be starting at a small movie theatre in my area. I imagine it is going to be a lot of cleaning but I am still looking forward to it. I really like movies but I am not up to date with anything new. I hope I can get a discount on movies/snacks. I am concerned about screwing this up because of my recent diagnosis. I will be doing my best and it is only part time so - I can always try to look for something better. There isn't much better though, I can't get in anywhere else so this better work. 

Money is a huge issue, always has been in my life. We can never catch up and I feel like it's my fault and I have to carry that. I am unsure if we will be living in this apartment by the end of fall. 

$12 - taxes = not enough to live

it's hard to get excited about this because I am scared, it's low pay and a far drive. I hope it turns out to be sufficient. 

ehh here is to hoping it works out and keeping a positive attitude 

xo 

dottie