13/07/24

“I can’t prepare for death any more than I already have,

 all you can do now is watch the shells,

The game looks easy that’s why it sells”

I’ve got so much time on my hands that I’ve been writing so much more. I don’t know if anything will ever come of this. I hope so. I’ve changed my style a bit and it’s more fun this way. Less restrictive. This is not a song  it’s just random writing. Pretty self indulgent.

We’re swimming in the sun, eldest, youngest daughters

Drowning in bright lights/night life

Like a moth to a flame I just can’t get away and I don’t miss you.

I’m sorry I’m not built to be broken

My heart shattered before, now blue and mostly glue

And I would kiss you goodbye. First, last time 

For one night only.

So now I’m criticising them but I, too, am just going through the motions 

Sitting by the ocean, trying to make my time worthwhile.

And I know it’s so early or so late.

Who knows

Who cares

I care too much