good dog

a mouth with no stomach/a stomach with no maw, ache till you drop, feel the pound pound thump up to your empty chest, rattle rattle, do you hear that? Youre hollow inside. You thought that was what you wanted but you cant remember anymore. If youve lost sight, feel your way, empty yourself hollow, ache with it. I want you to ache with it. Sit with it. I want you to sit with it. Its like acid isnt it? Burns right through you doesnt it? You have no mouth and you must eat, eat, eat, destroy, consume, stay with me forever, ill eat you alive, burn through me like acid, like a chant, like a prayer, stay, stay, stay. ill do anything if youll stay. Your feet pound and sweat rolls down the small of your back but you cant stop now, youre almost there, just a little further, the crescendos coming, the bridge, the moment where the music cuts out and its just you, sweaty and aching and raw and new and fucking ecstatic. And youre still hungry. Youre still hungry.

Sit, stay, roll over, bite. Good dog.

nurse j