How NOT to rekindle with an ex.

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"Don't give up!" Why not? ... shes being hopeless & mindless, I have gotten through to her before but this time is different because of what it nearly led to... but I won't spoil the ending... she already did.

I need a complete break if she can't apologize or set things right.. I have been an epic ex-boyfriend and was her best lover.... now I need a respite and some universal recompense for what I was put through for her.

We should have met 20 years ago... everything would have been different.

She seems to far gone now... I comprised enough when I never should of had to in the first place...

She did things to me that I wouldn't do to my worst enemies.... while we were in the honeymoon phase!... who does that to their best? Someone with a broken & split mind... 

Shes been an alcoholic for decades...... we shouldn't have drank that much... THAT was my fault.

I should have known better and ended that day on a good note rather than press my luck..