I finally blocked him

Context for those who don't know: 

I had an online friend, we talked every days for almost a year, and he blocked me without giving me any explanations. I loved him, so much, and he left me at my worst moment (I was seriously considering killing myself).

For some reason, even though he blocked me I could read his blogs, and I was obsessed, checking his blog every day.

Finally, today I blocked him, tbh I want to cry, but I know it's the best for me, I have to forget and heal