I hate having to pick what i wear when i go out 😭 I wish i could just magically change clothes on thought.

Not only is my closet full of stuff from 2019 that I hate rn, 

But my parents won't take me to hot-topic bcs they keep 'forgetting' (My mom is always busy with either her girlfriends or laying in bed all day, and my grandmother just doesn't do stuff like shopping with me, since she thinks I complain too much.)

I hate feeling comfortable in my skin and clothes for the first time in my ENTIRE LIFE, and then something makes my brain decide 'Hey! Yeah, So...You're not you anymore! :D'

I literally can't even pick normal stuff from my own wardrobe without either feeling ugly in it, or I can wear it and feel comfortable, but then I have a kin shift, and suddenly I just HATE it.

Anyway sorry for the rant