Literally traumatzing

kay, so like i literally feeeeeeeeeeeeel like my h3art is gonna exxxpl0000000d3, its been like that for a while. sooooo!!

 i had this guy in my english class and he was like superr cute! (⁠•⁠ ⁠▽⁠ ⁠•⁠;⁠) i was like, "omg, can i have him in my life right now?!?!?" like, he just gave me a feeling u know? i had to find out more about him! so i asked my b3sties to do a search on him, and omg, they did, they found out he's like a big fan of Karl Max, like, he's literally a communist??! and they even got his house address and the city he used to live in! (he's from brazil). like, they literally got allll the information on him i could need!

so i kinda had everything i c0u1d possibly need to go and talk to him, but like, i was still kinda shy. i would secretly follow him sometimes or even look at him in class, but never had the guts to go approach him. later on, i found out i had a history exam with 97 pages to study in like 2 days (like, why does history have to be so hard?!), and like, i was on instagram, complaining about it on my notes like a normal teenager would. AND GUESS WHAT??! he answered my note 10 minutes after! i was like, totallyyy freaking out at that point! we ended up chatting the whole night and we literally became b3sties!

time passes and we decide to drink together. we ended up dddrrrruuuunk and like, we kinda made out at my house. now we are like b3sties but like, i still like him you know? tho, it's clear that he doesn't. like, he's now in brazil saying he's gonna make out with a girl next sunday and i'm like totally freaking out!!

like, I cant just stop reaching out cuz, he def appreciates me a lot and like, i do too.