fucking kill me i cant deal with this shit anymore

if you thing this was atention seeking or smt just fuck off

why the fuck could i not just have been born a girl all ill ever be in the eyes of literally everyone is GOD FUCK I CANT EVEN WRITE IT DOWN BC OF MY OCD I CANT TAKE THIS SHIT H MY GOD AND DONT EVEN TRY TO TELL ME TO SEEK THERAPY OR SMT IM ON A SHIT TONE OF MEDS AND GO TO 2 THERAPISTS AT ONCE BC MY COUNTRY HATES MINORITIES AND YOUCANT GET HRT WITHOUT HAVING ATLEAST 2 DIAGNOSES BUT I CAN GET ADDERALL FOR BLINKING AND PROZAC FOR SAYING IM A LITTLE TIRED SOMETIMES

ALSO PEOPLE JUST LOVE DEMANDING THAT I SHOW PROOF ^FOR ME HAVING THE DISORDERS I TALK ABOUT 1ST OFF I DO HAVE ALL THE DIAGNOSES FOR EVERYTHING I JUST TALKED ABOUT AND SECOND WHY DO YOU CARE SO MUCH ABOUT IT WHAT IF I WAS FAKING IT AND THIRD WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU FAKE THIS SHIT IM SO FUCKING DONE IM WRITING THIS AT 1 AM AND I WAS UP TILL 5 YESTERDAY AND SILL WENT TO SCHOOL AND IM GONNA GO AGAIN TOMORROW UNTILL LIKE 16 AND THEN HAVE 2 THERAPY SESSIONS CAN ANYOME TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK TO DO OR IM JUST GONNA END UP KMS I WONT PUT UP WITH DAYLY DYSPHORIA SO BAD THAT I CANT FUNCTIO