Abused apologies

You abused me with your words,

You helped me cut my wrist till I bled everywhere,

with wounds so deep you spit acid into them,

you reached deep in my chest and squeezed my heart out, 

thumping in your hand, my heart still beating my love for you,

You shove it back into my chest pushing me on the ground 

my throat closing forgetting to breathe 

I still smile up at you thankful

You slit my throat with my red blood covering your hands

you look at your stained hands in disgust

with my last gasping breath

I apologize for bleeding on you