10/07/24

hi, guysss

"you told me think about it, well i did / now i don't wanna feel a thing anymore"

-> date: 10/07/24

-> time: 15:40 (3:40 PM)

-> listening to: king for a day by pierce the veil

-> feeling: awful

-> gender: feminine aligned boy

-> orientation: idk (too busy thinking about david tennant and michael sheen)

ok guys so i'm sick again. i can't do work, i have headaches and body-aches. i threw up twice today, i feel like literal dogshit. 

but hey, at least i have my sillies. 

i had an argument with my dad today, we're on good terms now, but like, how on earth is it my fault that i'm throwing up and the doctors can't find anything wrong with me???

i'm trying, i really am. 

my ex texted me accidentally and that led to us talking for a while, which was fine, but man... i miss her a lot. it's been almost a year since she broke up with me :(

i think about her a lot.

i didn't think this blogging thing would just end up being a little space where i'm free to be myself, but i ain't complaining. 

is anyone even reading this? i have no clue. 

i want to make more online friends. don't get me wrong, i love the people i've met online (/p), but yeah, meeting more cool people would be neat. 

"seven years have gone so fast / wake me up when september ends"

aech, signing off... ☮