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An Open Letter to My Decaying Father

Dad


Do your eyes

wander among the shadows cast upon the sidewalk, 

as the two of you brush arms,

each hurrying in the direction the other had just so readily escaped?


The sun sinks below the trees and yet,

they remain.


Cigarette smoke wearily escapes my lips,

and the breeze carries away my thoughts into the future —

where they find themselves unceremoniously trampled through the mud.


Words eschewed;

perhaps a soft, tired glance

may profess the sentiment better than my French.


Perhaps it may not.


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At times, I felt you took the easy way out. Another one of your antics that ended in the tragedy of living too quickly to face regret. But I sift through old photos of us falling asleep next to each other; I see the excitement that was on your face when telling me our plans for the summer; I remember our final, anguished conversation.


You lived in that regret.


An Open Letter to My Decaying Father


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Hope you're doing well. This is a work of art. ˚₊‧꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚


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thank you so much!

by alek; ; Report