having some thoughts (shocker)

it's a little frustrating that one of my friends feel like they have authority over hanging out. we met when i was a masked teen and after reuniting just a couple of years ago, they haven't changed a bit. i found out i was autistic a few years ago and am now more or less unmasked and my social battery is waaaaaaaaayyyyy different, especially now that i work from home. 

they also try to relive the good ol' days, on top of begging me to see them, which okay yeah i get it, but i've moved on. i'm not the same person, even outside of my autism. i've grown up? feels like they haven't and idk. change is okay, and it's not like we never see each other :/

i've been looking for more irl friends nearby to kinda, yk, expand on my social life and it's so hard y'all D': 

anyway, time to go scream and implode!