7/9/24 im baaaaaack

time: 10:57 pm

mood: ???

song of the day: velouria by pixies

eating: strawberry mentos

drinking: fruit punch

currently listening to: one by metallica by i hate sex

hi!

im baaaaaaack.. did my 0 adoring fans miss me!

i was gone cause i was super depressed and crazy. hope this helps! but now im... not as much! and i opened spacehey today to post that. i open my dms BOOM he's there??? so i was terrified but i opened it and it really was actually good news. except i think he doesn't get how i feel and that's fine! "i know you want to get back with me immediately but i need time" FUCK NO I DON'T WANNA GET BACK IMMEDIATELY! HEEEELLLL NO! he needs to get his shit together first! and i need time because i do NOT trust him! i wonder why he did that. like.. did his gf break up with him? or is he just saying that? or what? so im happy with that he can take as long as he needs as long as he gets his shit together! he's like "if we get back together immediately ill only hurt you again" yeah no shit i knew that.. get it together! but now instead of daydreaming about dying i can daydream about when we're together! yay! so ill be waiting for him because i really really love him!