thinking

i love autumn/fall so much i need it to be autumn all year forever i love love it !! halloween, the leaves, rainy days, orange everywhere, not hot!! (i hate summer so much..) coffee, pumpkins, blankets,  and overall just the whole vibe of it i LOVE. one day i need to experience american autumn tho because in my head i have all these visions and stuff and then by the time it is autumn in england it is nothing like how i imagine it ;'( im determined though to dress like bella swan and elena gilbert this year i love their style :P

also does anyone have that one song that just makes you really depressed when you listen to it like for me its the night we met because that scene from 13 reasons why has stuck with me, and forever young because of the edits i see :[ and because time is such a weird thing like its going so fast and to think ill never be an age younger then i am now ever again is weird to think about like everyday we just get older and theres no way to reverse it so for me songs like being young or living and stuff gets me feeling sad OMG also ribs by lorde- that song too.