I literally just made this account and I'm now having an existential crisis

So yh I made this account and I was wondering what compelled me to do so. I though part of it could be nostalgia but then I realised that it was mostly cause of self expression which is something I don't feel like I can do that much in my real life. Mostly cause I feel trapped by the fact that people in my family are homophobic so I can't rlly come out and express my true identity to them. Anyway that's my mini crisis, I hope this entertained you momentarily lol.