Am I delusional or do a just need to go to sleep

(The title is a joke, not the blog tho T_T)

Any1 else get so disconnected from themselves that they 4get who they are, well not completely 4get, just enough to not recognise the person in the mirror, and then cuz ur brain cant find your information it decides to make up new stuff to fill in the blanks?
(Ik it wouldn't b normal either way, I'm in therapy currently tho 4 unrelated stuff)

Like "tf is my name" then ur brain (inner monologue?) decides to just go with another name, that yk isn't ur name but u also can't be bothered to try correct it, like, oh well I guess I'm Tom 4 the time being :|