my mdd was acting up or something and i ended up sleeping like from 9pm-6pm cause i just did not feel like being awake today(︶︹︺) im gonna be real im a pretty big shut in, i live in a small conservative town and my only peers are slur slinging dickheads bro i SWEAAARR and my only irl friend lives like 15 minutes away, doesn't like in person meetups as much and is currently on vacationnnn.
that leaves me with like one thing to do, go on a walk(specifically at night cuz i hate day walks), draw, or dick around on the internet and i would totally go get a job if any of these businesses around me would actually read my application bro. As you can imagine the stuff i can do around here can only last me so much and that leaves me with these days that i just feel severely understimulated and i dunno what to do besides sleep. i dunno about you guys but i just cant DO something normally and its sooooo frustrating i think it has something to do with executive dysfunction but i really dont know. Im also broke so like i cant really go shopping or grab a snack and shit cause i only have about 50$ to my name and everything is so expensive bro ToT
anyways some advice on how to fill my day would be cool cause i might actually go insane from doing jack all day
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