Talking about what I went through

In this blog I want to talk about something that I have possibly already commented on in my previous blogs. At the age of 15 I was a victim of pedophilia, the months have passed and my psychiatrist and my parents, especially my father make me feel like it was my fault, I know it was a 50/50 and that I “provoked” him but I really hate everything that is happening, that they remind me all the time of what I did with the slightest insinuation, and probably the worst thing I've ever heard from my psychiatrist is that I should be in prison for letting him do these things to me... I don't know, I just want to go away from everyone and make a new life, this stained me forever and I will always remember that it was my fault.