nevermind it's okay

I pressure myself so much for no reason. Maybe I am addicted to cortisol!!! Some people are so maybe that's my damage. I get so overwhelmed about him sometimes and I thought I had it under control!!! BUT HE WAS ON MY GIRLY GIRL BLOG!!! HOW DARE HE! It's like he was looking at me naked!!! WITH HIS BIG OL EYES. Watching my thoughts and feelings run down my soft, supple body, like water, while he took it all in!!! LIKE A PERVERT!!!! And I bet he was like 'mmm yeah lemme see those aesthetic posts girl ahuh yeahhh baby...' HE HAS TO HAVE SEEN EVERYTHING I POSTED. OH NO. yeah. okay. I don't care. I DON'T CARE! 

BUT HE READ MY FANFICTION!!!

 hm. Okay. It was probably the best he's ever read :3

CAUSE IM THE BEST!!!

anyway no one uses this site so im pretty sure im in the clear here. I can make long winded posts only I will understand. That is what the internet is for!!!