After a Year of Absence

Content warning for talks about Abuse, Gaslighting, Grooming, L*lic*n, Lost of a Family Member, and SA/Sexual Harassment ///

My last blog post was a year ago? Damn. Well, a lot has happened while I was gone, where do I even begin?
Well, I got away from an abusive ex who would sexually take advantage of me and I only realized how bad everything was when she tried gaslighting, guilt tripping, and calling me abusive because I was not happy finding out that she was consuming L*lic*n in private. So… That uh.. Was a lot to deal with, and I cut her, and the friend group who enabled her off.

I came out about being groomed when I was 13/14 till I was 17 and had to deal with people siding with my groomer by going “well he was 17 when it started so it wasn’t actually grooming you fake victim!”, I processed the two times I was touched inappropriately and without my consent in VRChat (The second time being by the previously mentioned Abusive Ex), My grandmom on my Dad’s side passed away, I had to deal with shitty people, had to say goodbye to friends, and my mental health spiraling so bad I had to take a hiatus from posting publicly at all because I had delusional breakdowns that people were out to stalk me and hurt me.

So yea… shit has been. Bad. Really bad.
However it wasn’t all bad… When escaping my abusive ex I learned that I had friends and those who were gonna be there for me through it all, including my adoring husband. I reconnected with someone who I have been in an on and off relationship since we were both like kids and now, I am glad to be a part of a loving polycule where she is my husband, and I’s wife.

I got to reconnect and make so many new friendships with people I care about so much and I am so happy to have them in my life.
I was able to adopt a calico kitten who I named Jolyne. She is basically my daughter at this point who I adore so much, And near the end of this month me and Miss Jojo will be moving in with my husband and wife.

I guess you can say, life has been Mr. bone’s wild ride for me to put it lightly, but I hope things start to look up. I hope I can try to post on here more frequently but we will see!