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i'm under—fkn—STIMULATED 
man it's been so boring these days— a girl's gotta get her thrill ya know? It's soooo damn boring finding something else to do or watch, like, where's the excitement in that?
seriously, it's july—MY BIRTHMONTH. isn't it supposed to be like fun or memorable or whatever? my birthday is in three days and i am not excited whatsoever.
imagine spending your birthday on school-related duties? tchh i have to film on the tenth! what a way to create a memory, work!
sighh and one of my close friends is still ghosting us. like girl. are you fkn fr. i mean i have a gut feeling you're going through something rn, but like— should you literally ghost your friends? if you want some alone time, just tell us beforehand! you can't just DISAPPEAR on our chats yet be active anywhere else?
its so disrespectful geez, i even messaged you privately asking why and you had the nerve to leave me on delivered? are you joking me?
sigh i don't get people like those fr, i can't put myself in their own shoes bc i can't just not— interact with someone? especially those who are close to me? heck i couldn't last ignoring my former bf because i felt guilty!
it takes a gall of someone to act like this. so insulting.
i am going to make gifts for everyone on my bday, just so i can have something to give and spend my time with.
it's... better than nothing.
it's boring without a partner, i don't mean that in a romantic sense.
i have nobody to spend my time to.
another birthday coming up that'll just be miserable.
it's like i revisited the past of being left behind on my day.
what's the point of this "joyous" celebration if each year it's just miserable?
it's like i am better off on my own, another isolation from society.
again.
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moonsa9o
fuck man i get u, i've been playing so many online quizzes just to pass the time. this month is my birth month too. ahhhhhh i just wanna go out with some friends, don't have much of those. we're in this together lol
fr thoo, having turned 17 and comparing myself to my peers, i keep getting jealous to those who have a social life i dream of, like how can i lack in comparison? T-T
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I know this may have been repeated a gazillion times but, have you tried picking up any hobbies so you could- y'know, have something to do?
hi hello!, yes i have picked up many hobbies, much more than i can fill my desk with haha- but once i get a knack of it- i just get bored yk and seek something else. T-T I've picked up coding, stickermaking, playing piano, such and such but i keep going for more yk
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