He's back

I'm so surprised but then again the literal magic of the universe and how it brings people together is truly a wonder. My old coworker from way back when was at a party that totally went south. When I saw him I couldn't control myself. My eyes widened at me and he was like 'oh hello.' I was like 'hey.' he said 'how are you' I was like 'good' and he said 'good.'

So yeah he basically knows I was a little bit...happy to see him I guess. GOD I need to work on being the detached, aloof, totally cool girl, but I was not in that moment!!! We were looking at each other afterwards before I left and aaaagh I just. God I think it was nice to see him again. I've changed a lot and so has he. I didn't know he knew my brother's friend's brother and even drove them home safely (after a fight, long story.)

What an insane party. I'm glad I went.