desperately need 2 go outside

aghhh i keep watching vids of people at concerts/shows and i need to SO baddd

tough having never been to a concert i need to decide what my first band should b so i can remember it forever and not have a lame one eternalised in my memory 

god what i would give to see sunny day live but i just hav to live across the world ... its not right

or 2 see heathers again (which i plan to anyway) . need crowd . strange mood