I wish I weren't here anymore

It always gets worse whenever summer starts istg, and I personally don't rly wanna be here anymore. If I were dead I wouldn't have to worry about anything at all. Plus like I don't even have any good friends irl and I have none online, I also don't even know how to make friends. I don't wanna sound like stupid venting on damn spacehey but it's kinda my spacehey. If u guys have any idea how to actually make friends pls do tell cuz I'm so lonely it's so bad