From the ground up!

Typically, I am an aimless man with no direction and no energy to do anything to improve my life. I was able to coast by like this until I was laid off of my job for bullshit budget cuts (it is what it is). Shortly after, I hit the ground running trying to get a job to replace it, but as the months went by of living on only 81 dollars a week, as well as being one of those people who's parents failed to raise them, I got burnt out really quickly. I was beginning to feel as if I would never recover, and that I would always stay stagnant, unemployed, living off of what little my mom can give me each month. Doing anything to avoid staying at her place because I cannot have a civil conversation about her flaws and expect a mature response. I have severe depression among a few other issues and my small town just doesn't have any jobs. I thought it was over.

And then I learned that as of July 1st, whoever is elected president of the United States can... get away with... crimes??? The hell????

Yeah. No. Fuck that. I feel even less safe here since 2020 where I swear I almost died of Covid. So obviously I need to leave. So I research the fastest way to become a Canadian immigrant so I can flee the county.

But in order to qualify for Express Entry I need a decent job. And a year's worth of 30 hour weeks. 

In order to do that I clearly have to pick up some sort of trade.

And even to get to the border I need a car, which means I need a driver's license and money for the car. 

So now I guess I have to turn my entire life around for my own safety. Okay! So be it! Time to get shit done!

My first step is to get some sort of qualification that is attractive to the Canadian emigration office. Then I need to get a job in that field and keep it. It will be hard, but I believe this first step will be the hardest of them all. 

Anyway enough rambling I need to get to sleep and figure out exactly what job I want and how I'm gonna get it. It's 3:33 AM at the time of writing this. Night.