The sin of gluttony and sloth

I lay in bed watching my favorite show for the 100th time, 

As I finish my 4th meal of the day, 

I feel my eyes growing tired and my body getting exhausted, 

I barely show any movement, my body getting lazy,

As I feel the guilt of eating a box of chocolates, 

Like a woman who just went through a breakup, I cry over the romance in the movies I watch, 

I feel the weight growing on my face and body as I continue to stuff my face, 

My body and chest are tight, stressing every part of me, 

I feel the heat of the summer making my body hurt, 

I feel terrible for engaging in the cruel sin of gluttony and sloth,

The way I want to be those productive people who spend their time looking good and feeling good, but I feel like an oversized pig, 

But when I look into the mirror I see how thin a look I look sighing at my self-image,

I feel terrible about how disgusting I feel feeling like a greasy monster,

The sin of sloth and gluttony how it hurts me and terrorizes my life.