vent2

it felt like after we broke up a switch flipped for you and i just wasn't that important anymore

we were still best friends, you were all i had and you didn't have very many friends either but

it's like i just went down on your priority tier i genuinely don't understand i actually hate myself im still so confused

all i wanted was for you to let me know when you were busy so that you weren't ignoring me or i didn't feel ignored and i wouldn't be left all day and YOU said it felt like you couldn't do anything by yourself, that i was making you feel that way

i genuinely don't understand im so confused

if we were still dating you would've never said that to me did i just stop mattering?? that's what it feels like

maybe i should block you and move on so i don't sit and stare at your instagram all day when you already have started to move on yourself

i don't feel important anymore, for anyone