coming out.

for those who personally know me, they've seen me come and go, out of the closet so many times in the past. i came out for the very first time in 2010 as bisexual. i even remember who i came out to and where it happened. i was 13 at the time. fast forward to roughly around the end of 2014, and i'm suddenly questioning my sexuality.

it basically turned into 10 years of confusion, anxiety, depression, regret, questioning, you name it. sometimes i thought i was very confident in my sexuality, then i'd be right back to questioning again. it wasn't until this year, the very start of June, actually, that I'd find myself questioning again. and i sat on things for a while. i let myself feel my feelings and i just eventually came to the conclusion that i'm just one giant fucking lesbian.

10 long years of confusion and questioning myself, and i finally feel so comfortable with coming out and saying i'm a lesbian. and it feels so good to say that.

idk, there's probably a lot more that i could say on this, but i just thought i'd put my thoughts out here a little bit.

also if you're still closeted, just know you're still valid, and i hope you feel safe enough to come out one day. don't lose hope.