2024

Hey guys. Soooo let’s just forget the whole “am I on your mind” posts. Because I’m over him. LOL now stuck on another guy. (Who is actually my first love.) Tbh I lost feelings for the guy I dated last post literally while we were in the relationship. I didn’t actually like him. I was obsessed with the idea of him. And we were toxic. Not compatible at all. We always argued over everything and could barely hold a good conversation. Not to mention how he always wanted me to send to him. He also is abusive/ on the way to becoming abusive. Ew I read my old posts. I was so cringe wth LOL. So detailed. No what actually happened when he dumped me, I didn’t cry. I smiled because I didn’t gaf. I went to class happy because I didn’t have to end things myself. Idk why I was exaggerating that relationship was horrible and I wish I never dated him that was so embarrassing. 

Short story time. Like two halloweens ago we went to a school dance thing. My friend had a glow stick which she broke and it got all over him. She ran away and I was right behind him. so when he turned around he thought it was me and slapped me across my face. That should have been my first sign. He also raised his hand to my best friend. And pushed me against the wall, not letting me leave when I refused to kiss him. Like wtf. He was weird. And he stunk. He was way too possessive over me. I told him to brush his hair in the morning and he tried to bride me into sending him n*des just for him to brush his hair. Wtf u should already be taking care of yourself… but anyways. 

I’m now Inlove w my new ex (j) 🤪

Post about new ex?