NEED ADVISE OR GOING XRAZYYYY !!!! choosing issohard

HAIII im havingg ahard time -.-"

im 8teen and in my last year of highschool. i hav to choose smth to study in uni nxt yearrr and im sooo scard !!! i actually wasso sure of gettng into art school for soooo long................... but stupid shitty fcking ai got me inthe worst possivle moment............................... so im cnsidering veterinary and shit, but im kind of scard of needls and have horribl feelingz of throwing up when ithink abt animals dying...................

thiz iz kind of vent lololol imso sad