one more teenager with the dream of having a band :b

(i'm really sorry for my bad english, if i say something wrong please tell me on the comments)

i don't know if someone is going to read this, and i know that a lot of people have the same dream as me, it's stupid, i know! but i really want to start a band, i want to sing on stage and create songs about things we dare not say when we are humiliated, or create songs about my deepest thoughts before going to sleep. Sometimes i write poems about things that happened to me in the past and until now I remember them with pain or nostalgia, i want to write songs about that stuff! but i don't have any friends who have the same dream as me, or any friend who know how to play an instrument. My brother is learning how to play the guitar, he stills a bennigner, and i don't think that he has the same dream as me... so, i've been thinking about using ai to make instumentals, sometimes i think that is not a good idea, because i have THIS DREAMM, having a band with friends and that stuff That would be a great life experience, but the truth is I don't know if it can be a reality