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let me tell you a bit about my case
- have spent almost all my childhood on the net, yep
- basically used video games as social media, met people, friends there, etc
- ended up with very close friends, whom I'd share every single tiny little bit of every single meme I'd saw, random song lyrics, what I was doing, educating them on a fav series lore, ;-;
it was starting to get annoying for them, ya get me if you've gone through this too.
So what I did is my own personal private chat with an imaginary friend!! How? On blogger. Probably, the easiest, most custom way. It ends up looking like an instagram chat. Whenever I have the urge of going and share my random gibberish I just send it here, I can look at the page, reread the chat, just like I used to do. But,,,, helping myself and others deleting my 1000+ chat pings to my friends. So yeah :D. Also, this helped me to reduce the amount of brain rot I had. Not to mention to delete the sound hallucinations and anxiety of "uh-oh I shouldn't have told them this, what if they perceive me as weird??????"
A blog in blogger is 100% anonymous, plus, you get to see if anyone has ever entered and where they r from 💀 u can even "hide it from the public search".
There are similar apps for creating a chat with yourself. But I use computer mostly, and there aren't very effective chat-like memo apps that accomplish this.
The best part is that blogger is easy to understand if you start using it a day or two. You can make it home, by adding a "daily image", or tags. This was what I did. I recommend using the "advanced mode" so you can delete certain timestamps, or buttons and make it more chat-like. Also, after trying out different themes, the best one is Picture Window theme.
Why not use twitter, Tumblr, etc?
restrictions.
I type a word, or even a letter per message if I'm in extreme yapping mode. Twitter, and other blogging platforms have a limit of posts per minute. Not to mention they do focus on outreach, show you views, likes, etc. and it can make you to adjust to whatever gives u more views and followers. It's also much more distracting, as it contains a feed... This is more like your own, personal bin to feel secure and put EVERY single of your stuff.
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poly(～￣▽￣)～
i fully relate to you
ive lost so many people bc they think im weird or i talk so much and diaries have hepled but not that much honestly and people allways feel the ned to read them the second they see them
so ill always be grateful for my best friend who always hates it when i DONT yap to her lmao
literally all my other friends get annoyed sm so im glad shell never leave and alsofor the fact that she always replys late so i could delete whatever i regret sending lmao
Ina
Blogger is not necessarily 100% anonymous, but you can create a private blog (with a password or something).
I remember I used to love making blogs and just sharing random things in them, like a bunch of gifs or my Stardoll outfits.
What you can also try is writing on a real notebook. It will help you reduce the crashing train of thought and process the information better without too many distractions. (and you can even doodle on the sides)