Grief

This isnt important to anyone that knows me but I'm glad thus place exists because people don't know me and They won't judge. I feel lost because my dad recently passed away and I feel disconnected from my family and friends. This is cilche because I have loads of stuff going on in my head that one day I'll know that I'll burst into flames. I'm not depressed or anything but if I had to describe this feeling, it would be like drowing in a pool but no one can save you

 I miss my dad, I miss when I had guidance and he was such a smart gut literally. The amount of respect he's given made me realise that I was the same but now that's all gone. I feel lost, I'm not joking, this isn't for attention. Because greif is difficult in so many ways yet its so common. Why can't we speak about it? Why can't we express our feeling of anger, shame, sadness and guilt. Sometimes I feel like I truly understand my dad and he understood me. He was a part of me, and now that part of me is gone

This is to anyone who feels lost and lost a loved one.

My biggest condolences to you <3