screaming, crying & mysterious 3rd option

I'm so frustrated right now, I can barely even put it into words.

 This stupid, crappy laptop - the hinge is literally broken because my mother messed it up. And now my little brother keeps trying to break the screen too. It's so expensive, and they don't seem to care that this is the only decent device I have.

 Meanwhile, my siblings all have these nice, new devices that work perfectly fine. But me? I'm stuck using this laggy, outdated Samsung S7 Edge phone that's like, six years old. It's so slow and glitchy, I can barely even use it for anything.  "( – ⌓ – )

And it's not just the devices, you know? My whole family just doesn't seem to respect me or care about the things that are important to me. They don't get why the internet and this community means so much to me. They just think it's all a big joke. (ꐦ¬_¬)

 I'm just so done, you guys. I'm tired of always having to make do with these crappy, broken-down devices. I'm tired of feeling like my family doesn't even see me or value my interests. It's not fair! Why do they get to have nice things while I'm stuck struggling with this garbage?

I know I probably sound like I'm just whining or being a brat. But this is my reality, you know? And sometimes it just feels like too much to handle. (ᵕ—ᴗ—)

Anyway, thanks for listening. I'm gonna try to pull myself together now.  Talk to you all again soon, my darlings!! ^-^