summer update (with slight venting)

well, this summer isn't exactly going as well as i hoped for. i've spent 99% of it indoors, playing my guitar and not talking to any of my irls(or nearly anyone) and staying up till 5 am everyday.. my band broke up too, so that's fun. but on the bright side, i'm seeing a yankees game tonight and seeing blink-182 live this month, might even go skate with some friends on thursday! i don't know, my mental state is all over the place. one day i'm fine, the next day i'm on the brink of insanity debating on whether ending my life or just pushing through it, i mean, today might suck, but tomorrow might not, right? only one way to find out, be there!! my back has been randomly hurting sometimes, i think it has something to do with wearing my guitar strap so low and my guitar being so heavy. i've been playing video games a lot more recently! started playing tears of the kingdom again after months.. honestly lost right now LMAO umm that's... it for now, i don't think anyone even reads my blogs. i... don't think anyone cares, honestly. i don't blame them. ... i'm gonna stop tying now before it gets too depressing. it's 4:36 am. i'm gonna try sleeping. bye.