I sound stupid

having unconditional love for someone is so agonizing, no matter what they do or say even if it hurts and is just so morally wrong you just cant stop caring and loving them so deeply, which is confusing and it eats you alive almost yet it can be so beautiful. to love and adore someone simply because they are? isn't that a wonderful thing to experience, not because of how they look or anything. its almost as if you don't even see their physical form at all but rather their soul. is this even making sense? its as if you haven't even noticed, you've been so focused on the beauty of their existence to care and I think that's how you know you love someone deeper than just saying that you do. you truly feel it. worrying is love and if you've never worried for someone then thats life without love and life without love is just nothingness.