02/07/24|11:54 AM|Blog #3

Heyyy the blog is coming way sooner than you thought.

So! What's been happening since the last one?

I've been taking my meds as much as I can! Think I've only missed like one or two days but still, better progress than I usually have. The effects haven't been too bad I don't think. I haven't been eating as much as I usually do, which is a lot, and I've been drinking water a lot more. I really don't like the idea of eating less though, I don't want to get to the point of my stomach becoming flat when I lay on my back again. That happened to me once and I HATED it cause I saw my ribs and I didn't like the thought of even being average weight.

ANYWAY.

Uh serious note I had a really really bad breakdown a few days ago lmao. I just kept seeing things that upset me and for some reason it turned into a giant spiral of me thinking I'm not cared for and people just have me around as like a decoration or a therapist or something. That wasn't good. Had a lot of scary thoughts. But my boyfriend thankfully was there for me and made me feel a lot better so I'm good now!

Uhhh lastly- I'm gonna start using BitView! I've already uploaded two videos on there which you can check out. Here's the link! I plan to upload things like gameplays and speedpaints. My first gameplay will be me playing Minecraft b1.7.3 cause of course it is. So if you're interested in that, go ahead and look!

And uhhh that's it! I've been doing good and I've got things planned so let's hope I stick to it lmao.

Bye for now!