lil update in my life :))

I graduated, I got rejected to my dream school and got accepted in my backup school. I'm very confused whether taking Educ Major English or Psychology. But ion think I'll be able to change courses since I got accepted in BSPSYC.

Anyways, I have been good and not I actually cannot wait to meet new people because I am now realizing again how much I hate my prev school and my friends there. I cannot wait to be not a pushover anymore. 

My school starts in September 16 afaik and it is after my birthday (Sep 15) and it is crazy to me. I dont expect much to my 18th birthday we dont have money and my parents wont spend a lot for me hahahahhaa thats how they is but yeahh

at the very deep end of my heart i still hope for a good life where i enjoy good things.. everything hurts so much and i want to isolate myself from everyone..