02/07/24 I luv Pinterest

sometimes while scrolling pinterest like I always do (I literally live off that app) I see cute items like a beret that looks like bread or a scarf that looks like a giant flower draped around the neck, and I imagine if a friend or a loved one got it for me and how I’d feel so loved and cared for if they did

but then it gets awkward as I realize I don’t really have any irl close friends. I guess I’m my only best friend, and so I’ll buy myself that bread-shaped beret for my birthday this year

but also that feels rude to say, cause sure I have friends, idk if we’re close though. do they even know I like food paraphernalia? or deadpool? but that’s on me I believe since I also don’t really communicate with them

the downsides of growing up a lotus-eating television addict; I just expect everything to be just like I see in the movies and that they could read my mind and know exactly what’s going on, then I remember that no, they’re human, they can’t do that and I actually have to talk to them

anyways, that was just some late night 2 am ranting for you, since it felt like I was close to spiraling and I have things to do in the morning! good night xx 

((edit: the bread beret and flower scarf in question