I see what you post,and im exausted. every night i have nightmares about you,and how you wont "forgive me" for a mistake i never knew i made. We were both just mentally ill kids and both victims of eachother. Im with people that love me now,im getting therapy and treatment for my psychosis.and i hate you. our relationship ruined everything, and i can never forgive you for the damage youve done and blamed on me. i don't care about your missing assignments, i dont care about your pin poking, i dont care about you anymore. im finnaly starting to move on from how horrible of a person you are. i was horrible too, yeah,but at least im trying to get real help for it to be better. i have never been happier in my life and i refuse to let you ruin that for me. i did care, everything i did,i did it for you. and you chose to hurt the people i love and me. not to mention you used the term "narcissist" wrong. its a personality disorder, not a generally evil mean person. all ive ever wanted is to be able to love, but my dear K, you've made me defective. Now its hard for me to love anyone without putting myself down like a sick dog. i tried loving you,and i guess i loved you a little too hard and you couldn't take it. But others can. your just jealous,k. "because i got out,because i was released,because i have a chance." - Daisy Rowe,girl interrupted
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