i graduated last week!!

Hey y'all i wanted to write this in blog form instead of a bulletin so as not to alarm people when i suddenly disappear every now and then aaa trust me all i want to do is make silly videos, music,art, and keep writing but alas.. i am now officially in my jobless adult era and must think of that while picking up the pieces of my life from the last year..sigh..don't mind me much i'm just feeling extra emo today thinking about everything i've had to go through, by no means do i see myself as a victim of people's actions, but i do wish i could stop life for a bit to process everything. graduation felt like the closure i needed for a lot of things and now it feels like i can stop holding my breath. i am tired now. after all the rush, my bipolar makes me feel like i'm kinda going insane every now and then. i haven't even had much energy to do my usual routines, rituals and chores but i will be okay.

On a lighter note, i am so excited for dan and phil's tour!! even though there aren't any asia dates (yet)  i am soooo excited for them and everyone who gets to go omg.

I did have a pretty pleasant june, full of gayness and revelations thats for sure! I hope everyone had a good june, keep being who you are my love <3

I realized things about me I still don't feel like saying out loud but maybe soon..I am happy but scared!! 

Also i'm serious about catching up with the pics,vids,art and writing i have to share on here!! i'll do it slowly as to not overwhelm myself nyahaha, new p slice video coming up too, 30 subs now!! thank you for the love <33 i feel like i can truly myself on there :")) and here!! and lj! hehe

i sessioned on bass for a friend's band last saturday and it was pretty neat!! i am very happy hehe it was my first time playing bass for a band that isn't my own project actually so that was very exciting!!!! i love ollie and jade so much (friends in that band). anyways!! it is 5am and my laptop is on 4%, see yall very soon thru blogs n bulletins n stuff, much love always <33

-xoxo,peter

p.s working on a cover of freaks by surf curse and just made one of my fave artworks ever the other day!! will share soon:33