Idk, existence or smth

It's my birthday today (yippee), and I've gotten some of my energy back to actually do stuff as a result. Something about getting positive attention for just existing for once has given me will to live rather than just survive, as depressing as it sounds.

So, as you can kinda see, I've changed about my profile a bit (thx to SpaceHey for having a design setting on the mobile app lol). I've been meaning to actually make stuff again on my own website too now that I'm free once more from school for the time being, but until then this is a start.

I've also been getting into bracelet making - more specifically kandi making. My pony beads are supposed to come in a few days bc mum accidentally bought the wrong bead type, but I've been making some progress on some bracelets of my own until then.

And finally, I'm planning on making a battle jacket of sorts - because I've been really interested in the punk community for a while now and want to show it more overtly. I thrifted a denim jacket (my size as well, woo!) and am planning out what patches I want to make out of old clothes. It's gonna take a while, and it might be a disaster, but I wanna do it. Besides, learning to actually sew fabric properly is a handy skill to learn.

So yeah, I'm trying to do more stuff instead of just sitting around playing games and watching youtube (as fun as that is). This might not work long-term, but I don't mind. A lot of the stuff I do doesn't work long-term, but I hope whatever does work keeps me happy/productive for a while.

If you actually bothered to read all this, neat. Hope this gives you some ideas of stuff to do alongside maybe inspiring you to find something to do in your spare time.