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idk if it's derealization/depersonalization, & i mostly don't know how to explain shit bc i'm dumb
but like i feel that nothing's real,even the things i'm currently doing aren't real, that this body isn't mine & that my own body belongs somewhere else,somewhere on a different life far from my "own"
hell, even the dreams that i experience aren't actually dreams,but rather my true reality
as if something/someone is calling me to come back home,to my real home


i still feel tired >:T