lowkey miss him

tell me why this little hoe keeps giving me mixed signals like i literally sent him a paragraph on how i missed him so much nd i wanted to try again but he never responded to the message. yet he still keeps our snapstreak nd sends me tiktoks every day AND also asked me to pick the color for the sweater hes gonna buy for himself (im gonna take it if we get back tg) but i care about him sm nd he has no idea how much trust i have in him nd how much i love him. i trust him so much i would literally let him hold a gvn to my head nd i would 100% believe he wouldnt shoot. i think he's the most handsome, sweetest, respectful boy i've ever had in my life nd i can't seem to let him go