huge family rant i guess

alright I'm in Vancouver right now and I have been for about a week and it's nice here not sure if ive mentioned that already. I'm currently with my mother. I have to sleep in her bed while she sleeps on the couch because we don't have any other beds. I've started to learn how absolutely messed up my family is dude. My dad is an alcoholic and my brother was the result of a teen pregnancy. I already knew those obviously but still. Right now I'm just thinking, my mother has always expected me to live with her when I hit like, 15-16 but I'm not sure if I want too. My father would be upset and I don't know how I feel about that. Also all my friends and family are in the town my dad is in, which won't be named because it's not well known or big.  I'm only fully related to one of my siblings, which sucks because I hate her. She's stuck up, bratty, loud, and the favourite. My other two siblings have different fathers, which I kind of wish. Also my dad's girlfriend is an ass I don't like her she doesn't even pay rent why do we keep her around. She ain't even nice most of the time. Another thing about the moving in with my mother thing, she doesn't have much money. No shame to her or anything, but I don't even have a bed here. Plus whenever she's at worm I have to eat either a bowl/cup of noodles or nothing because she hasn't bought anything to eat that I can cook. She's also the only one who gives me new clothes, whenever I asked my dad for new shoes (I was wearing his old 7 year old shoes) he was like " why don't you ask your mother?" WHY DONT YOU ASK YOUR FUCKING MOTHER NEIL? OH YEAH, YOU CANT BECAUSE SHES FUCKING DEAD. thanks for listening ill be back in like a week or two also they should really add a rant category because this isn't really a blog.  Hold on… 𝓘'𝓶 𝓰𝓮𝓽𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓪 𝓬𝓪𝓵𝓵