break up

so remember that boyfriend that I loved so much yeah so he had to flea the county to stay out of prison. he can not contact me and this all happened on like the 13th or something and we only had about four hours to say goodbye and sort stuff out.  so yeah I no longer have a boyfriend and I have no idea what to do now because I had trusted him to take care of me forever, and I don't blame him and I still love him because I'm a real bitch! haha. we were suppose to get engaged this year but that is no longer happening(obviously) I'm very up set but trying to move on because there isn't much else to do now, except while I was having I nice convo with a guy I got a notification on my phone for $1000 that he sent me because before he left he said he wanted to make sure I was well off for a while until I get back on my own feet. so hays nice but it kinda confuses me like subconsciously or something idk, some days are better then others but life goes on. let me know if you want more info about this. and if anyone try to speck ill of him keep that shit to yourself because you don't know everything and the only thing that matters is I love him.