grrr growing up is scary

i applied for a job at goodwill resantly praying hopping they take me and my dad taught me a little bit of how to drive and i think im gonna have to drive like mopeds or sm like that cuz cars are scary as hell. UGHHHHH IM GONNA BE 18 IN 3 YEARS IT FEELS LIKE I WAS 12 JUST YESTERDAY!!!!!!!
as much as i like both money and being able to drive myself places i do NOT wanna grow up. sighhhh taxes and responsibility i hate modern day i wish i could just be a little fish in the sea