Embarrassing Moments

All of us have experienced embarrassing moments in our lives. Sometimes these moments can be so embarrassing that you'd rather forget about your memories of the past because of how much it makes you cringe. For me, once I've done something embarrassing it will be forever stuck to me like a magnet, worst of all when people will make you remember those times and tease you about it.

 One of my most embarrassing moments are when I filmed myself talking about how I hate everyone in my family besides some people, and then I yapped about my homework. I mean if you look at it, I was young and it's quite hilarious, but at the same time I did mean those words, lol. A lot of people kept bothering me about it, I'm pretty sure most of my family members still have that video saved because my so called brother thought it would be funny  if he'd send that video to my mom's WHOLE contact list! He's a shitty person for doing that if I have to be honest, but can't do anything about it because we were still young and stuff.. 

I used to absolutely despise that video and all the other embarrassing memories, but now I feel like I've overcome that part of me. Whenever I do something embarrassing I'd either read a manga/manhwa which gives you second hand embarrassment (for e.g, Suicide boy, like omg it gives you so much second hand embarrassment) or I'd try to relate to a character. Now in that video of mine, I was venting a little honestly but because I was young it wasn't really taken that seriously. When I watched evangelion, and the scene where Asuka talks about how she hates everyone, I did feel much better about that video, knowing there are some parts of Asuka I relate a lot to. 

Anyways, in conclusion, if you ever feel so embarrassed that you'd rather kill yourself or bury yourself alive, just watch/read comics which make give you second hand embarrassment, or relate to a character with similar experiences of your own, that way you'll feel much better about yourself! :p