friends

ive always had struggles trying to keep a hold onto friends. there is always something that either destroys us, distances us, or SOMETHINGGG. its okay tho cause the experiences were all worth it mainly. ive had friends that i do regret being friends w and just should of never entertained. Its actually crazy how many times a guy friend of mine turned out to be a pedophile!! (pretty sure thats why they liked me so much) Oh then there r the friends who r so toxically involved in their obsession/relationship with u that they take it past friendship. like nooo i dont wanna fuck or b w u and IM NOT IN DENIAL EITHER PLEASE GO AWAY ARGG. is it really so hard to stay platonic most times??? find a non taken person and GO FOR IT !! ive also had friends leave cause they started a relationship which is so weird was i like a filler or did u see a chance w me thats crazyyy. i really like my friends right now tho !! they support me thru everything and entertain my interests ! ive stayed close w ash since last year. our trio shit really didnt work but we still stayed close. we welcomed ashley into our lives and then became the beautiful trio we were meant to have. in december though i met julian. i had known about him since 2022 but actually spoke to him then cause of personal stuff. since then we have become closer!! he even got a job w me so now he works under/for me !! i really enjoy all 3 of them being actively in my life and i hope it stays that way. 

peace n luv 

-kattt