Him

I just want him to come back. 

I just want him to tell me he loves me... he miss me...

I just want him to ask me questions

I just want him to see I am worthy

But I know he won't. I know he is better than me. I know he moved on. I know we won't say a word if I want to leave. I know he wouldn't fight for me. I know he would be fine if I don't stay in his life anymore. 

I know he gives a fuck about me. 

It is difficult to understand why love works that way. Why I love someone who doesn't love me back? Why I am attached to someone who won't do anything if I try to leave?

Why?

Why?

Why?